For "Beta"...or Worse

Although, I've been testing positive daily this week with HPTs (Home Pregnancy Tests)...and it's been exciting to watch the line become darker and darker, I really have no idea what my Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) level is or has been🤷🏼‍♀️?! 

Monday-Friday's results

As someone who's experienced several non-IVF pregnancies this focus on HCG levels is completely new to me!  Typically it only takes one of these tests and an appointment with an OB.  I never knew what my HCG levels were with any of my previous pregnancies, or if that was something that was even tracked 🤷🏼‍♀️.  

So with IVF, it's the number they use to determine  the health of the pregnancy.  I've been reading a lot and from what I've found HCG levels vary from individual to individual and from pregnancy to pregnancy.  Some "singleton" babies have high HCG levels in the beginning and some twins have low HCG levels...so unfortunately there's no way of using that to determine whether both embryos have implanted or not.  The main thing is the higher the number, the better and that the numbers continue to atleast double every 48 hours.

Okay so now that you have all this HCG background...today marks the 10th day after transfer and is the day my HCG beta test has been scheduled for.  It's already starting off better than last time, because this time I already know the transfer was a success thanks to the HPTs...I'm just hoping my beta number is above 85 (which was a number another IVF patient said was her first Beta result with her twins). 😜 Hey, you have to start somewhere, right?!🤞🏼😘

My appointment was at 9:45am (I was shocked to find that the clinic was open on Saturday...but I guess fertility never really takes a break).  After a 25 minute wait, I was brought back for my blood draw.

It was painless this time (woo hoo) and super quick.  The phlebotomist told me she couldn't guarantee a time, but I would receive the results today by phone call.  She also warned me that they go in alphabetical order...and since I'm "W" I'll probably be near the end😂🥲.

On our way home, we had this beautiful view from a parking lot...is it a sign?😘❤️

Gilbert Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Temple 

Phil and I filled our day with furniture shopping and getting inspiration for our new home, with our kids and grandkids ❤️. 

Every trip is an adventure with a 2yr old 

My lovely new cart, that was used to push her new "Tiger Baby."  It's multifunctional! 😍

Okay, okay sorry back to the beta results...well it's now 4:45 and no call!  I assume they've all gone home for the day, but decide to message the clinic anyway to ask about my results...fully expecting not to receive a response until Monday. 😕 Jerks!  (At least for me, I took a test and am confident that I'm pregnant...but how many others didn't get a call?  Many might have followed directions and not even tested or maybe are waiting to see if their numbers have doubled to confirm they have a healthy pregnancy because they have struggled with failed pregnancies before!  I can't even imagine being super stressed and waiting for these results?!😭)

Sheesh...so of course I wanted to know my number...so I could compare to the one other twin momma that I know in my new "IVF friend" group, but Phil and I also had a wager on the results of course 🤣.  If my results are 84 or over, Phil owes me a 10 minute massage and if it's 62 or lower, I owe him a 10 minute back scratch.🤷🏼‍♀️🤞🏼 Clearly I don't want to be a loser!

Well a few minutes later, my phone buzzes and I see that I have a new message from the fertility clinic!

After an apology about not receiving a phone call she says...

(Text from the clinic showing my Beta HCG levels)

So the results are in...as of this morning, they were at 146.8 and the next goal is to have them double by next scheduled draw on Monday😃🤞🏼❤️

So here's to hoping the numbers keep increasing!!🤞🏼❤️ 

Am I Seeing Double??

So I tested Sunday night...3dp5t...and I saw a very faint line and so did a few of my kids, but it honestly could only be seen if you squinted really looked for it.  You can't see it on camera...so we will call it inconclusive 😛.

Sunday evening 4dp5t

Monday morning, 12 hours later I tested, and there's actually a line (albeit a very light one)!

Monday morning 5dp5t

So by comparison...Sunday evening inconclusive and too light to call and Monday morning just 12 hours later a line that can be seen with the camera!  It is still super early...in a regular cycle, I technically wouldn't have even missed a period yet!

There's a line on 5dpt! (May need to squint)😘

So today is Tuesday, which is 6dp5t.  I woke up and took another test and it's getting darker! (Picture below) I've read that depending on the amount of HCG is what makes it lighter or darker and that HCG doubles every 48 hours...so depending on when that doubling happens, tomorrow should be twice as dark as yesterday!  

So far no more headaches, feeling absolutely normal, other than knowing I have one... possible two babies growing inside me😃, which two, at the same time, is definitely a first!  Super excited to see what comes next.  Clearly very, very early.  We are talking less than a week since one or both have implanted!  

Still will share some facts for now.  I'm 3 weeks 4 days along currently and the due date is May 31st.  My babies have all been very large, so I've always been induced.  Excited to see what this pregnancy brings ❤️!

My 5dpt compared with my 6dpt...it's getting darker!